holding the blog hostage

yep, that's right. I'm holding the blog hostage as a Nusta-recording space until I lose 10 lbs.

Brutal honesty, here we go.

I've gained 6 lbs since my heaviest last year.

But I am on the road to recovery.

I joined a gym on Sunday, worked out for an hour yesterday, and I solemnly swear to get my (fat) ass in gear.

Things to help me get there:
Nicole Richie/ Ashlee Simpson before/after pictures
Odwalla carrot-raisin 110 calorie bars
Campaigning to make my gym get full cable (bastards)